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Visit two continued
(...)even though he seems to be genuine. I want to trust him, but can't go by that... too many not to be trusted. He sympathises with me, not in a soppy way, but explaining to me, factually, that things have not all (by a long way) been my fault. It's very sexual in a way to have someone talk to me in a direct, adult manner. I'm shocked. He explains (after my openness) that ****** couldn't accept my becoming 'a woman'. I feel excrutiatingly daft and embarrassed and foolish as he says this. I don't feel like 'a woman' now... I still feel like a little girl. He wants to know if I'll think about my treatment requir-(...)