Visit two continued (...)ements. I need treating on two levels [he says]... for [employment] work (which he thinks he can help [with]) and also for my childhood difficulties. He explains that the latter will be extremely painful and long and to think carefully (and for as long as I want) about my choices. How can he give me as long as I want? He'll have his knackers in an authoritarian clinch like the rest of us. I do want to trust him but I can't. Look at how they used my free information in the [psychiatrist's] report. I want to extract some firm and blunt assurances from him that what is discussed between us will not be used to de-value my case in any way. I know how they discuss me weekly because [the] chief psycho said.