After visit two before visit three I really don't know yet what to do... but I feel his observation about my not being allowed to 'become a woman' [is] quite accurate and I also realised that none of the therapist's [I'd had] had ever located any blame for my situation outside of me. They all wanted to cure the child. The woman thing could also account for 'my voice'. I do feel I'm gaining a better understanding of me through this. As ever, I want to be genuine and honest in the aim that I'll become better equipped for life... I don't know...