Visit 9.
I sat back more... We talked about **** and how he insists on treating me like a kid. **** doesn't think I should be as tolerant as I am with him and that I'm letting him get away with it. He feels that I need to embarrass him (if necessary) by asserting that I'm a woman. He says such inappropriate behaviour would make him angry and that I'm being fixed in an infantile location by it. I totally agree, but [actually] doing it [asserting myself]...? I told him that I think I'm fetishising him in his role [as counsellor]... fetish as in something that you are attracted to but can't access. I clarified my reference to fetish as 'bubbles' or popular culture fetishes like; slime, alien babies and such like... the balloons of flour that(...)