Visit 10.
Sue. You need to be strong in upholding your part of the bargain... to be an adult, to be disciplined, to be happier with self. [It] will take courage - especially when you are on your own. He may be a blank monitor with whom anything (verbal) goes - a nothing, it's his job, but still feelings of guilt are generated in me. I need to go with this, to grow into a better, happier person. I know I need to switch on and off too... like it's a job for me, e.g. be totally involved in sessions and detach afterwards. It will possibly be more difficult for me, but it's simply akin to taking the medicine. Expect no more. Don't want no more.