Visit 11 continued.
(...)do so (with certain constraints obviously). I ask why I should pursue such emotions... that there is no point. [****] thinks it's okay to flirt and play with others so long as no action results... so I adopt his views. The ones I made for myself through my super-ego were not appropriate so I adopt ****'s for my own. I doubt they'll differ much from ****'s all said and done. So I ask 'whats the point?' [Hetero]sexual aims have sexual objects that lead to reproduction and I've done that. So why? It can only lead to dissapointment? He assures me that it's important that I feel emotions so that my whole life might be touched (sort of). That I work through these emotions with him, discussing them freely and how they relate to the past. He noticed my dress and hair cut and said it looked good.