Week 14 - after.
I'm really pleased with today's session (if underneath a bit pissed off that the delicious eroticism has virtually gone through being dumped metaphorically). *** talked about his views on feelings both in and out of the sessions and I felt okay with what he said... He told me that I needed to acknowledge the intense feelings that I had and whilst he could not return them that did not mean he couldn't value them. It all got very serious and thankfully he suggested that we play with the situation(...). I told him I was really glad (after feeling initially hurt privately) that he'd said he can't return my feelings and that I wished he'd told me earlier. He assumed I'd known but acknowledged he should have. I think this was vital info. for me. It(...)