Week 18 after.
(...)I feel quite suffocated. I realise how 'deep' I've come with *** the counsellor. Yet he gives very little of himself. I could be 'offending him' regularly and not be aware of doing so (unintentionally of course!) As I say, he knows an awful lot about me and I feel as though he has great amounts of power therefore, although I feel he would say that I attribute him with too much power and that he doesn't want that kind of power. But in my 'not knowingness', I assume... both negatively and positively, but the points of reference I can cling to are very tenuous (insubstantial) in their nature/assumptions, and like all assumptions are most often incorrect. Anyway, when I look at the amount of 'me' that I've(...)