Week 24.
Shaky. Sat in the cafe prior to session, about five minutes to go. Just go and be friendly... it could be my last session? Don't know... want it, don't want it. Don't know how to act. What's appropriate? Feel really confused. Just muddling along really. How the fuck will I fill the time without walking out. Don't worry about time, let him say [it's] ending. Really unsure!

Week 24 [after].
This has to have been one of my best sessions with **** . I was able to communicate well with him and began with how I felt... confused, doubtful and as ever, blank. Wondering how to fill the space. *** felt that may-...