Week 24 continued.
(...)rejected by her **** and determined to go and find love for herself if **** wouldn't any longer give it. I was pulled sharply into focus by the awareness that I need to understand her. *** posited an analogy of 'she needs love. She needs arms around her, it's all about love, like a parent/child'. And for the first time I want to love her. Tell me more I beg... 'How can I begin. Well, you're already doing it' he says... but it's very difficult to do alone. It needs to be done in a counselling environment. 'But I can't have that' I plead... The session's end soon and I must continue my path... Listen to her says ***. It's you. She is you. Allow her a voice, a place. It's not all negative. I enjoy anarchy in others. You'll find her in your(...)